clarifying things

okay, so my tag board is going bizerkee.
my msg will prollie show up 10 days from now, so i thought i'd add what i said here.
Edaeni and Rashi and all my VOW sistahs:
if you are confused, i am confused too! but don't worry, i'm in good hands! and you shouldn't be too concerned--unless of course, a specific 'section' in facebook changes...heh! yeah, you know you checked!
i'm still playing a single card---waiting to get married to the RIGHT one. :)

BBQ phone

ha ha! this one's great.
i'm in quincy market, right, that's this huge food market place. i'm standing in line, and i order this bbq chicken sandwich.
the dude (he's this cute Mexican) goes, "would you like anything else with that?"
I'm like, "ummmm....well, what else do you have?"
he goes, "my phone number."
i'm like, speechless. blushing.
he goes, "well....i also have potatoes, rice, etc..."
heh.
that's a great one.

Captivated

"Therefore, I will block her path with thornbushes; I will wall her in so she cannot find her way. She will chase after her lovers but not catch them; she will look for them, but not find them." Hos. 2:6-7

"The Spirit of the Sovereign LORD is on me, because the LORD has anointed me to preach good news to the poor. He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim freedom for the captives and release from darkness for the prisoners, to proclaim the year of the LORD's favor and the day of vengence of our God, to comfor all who mourn, and provide for those who grieve in Zion--to bestow on them a crown of beauty instead of ashes, the oil for gladness instead of mourning, and a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair." Prophet Isaiah (61:1-3)

motives

yes. Edaeni. Motives.
Webster is our man.
Main Entry: 1mo·tive
Pronunciation: 'mO-tiv, 2 is also mO-'tEv
Function: noun
Etymology: Middle English, from Middle French motif, from motif, adjective, moving, from Medieval Latin motivus, from Latin motus, past participle of movEre to move
1 : something (as a need or desire) that causes a person to act
2 : a recurrent phrase or figure that is developed through the course of a musical composition
Entry Word: motive
Function: noun
Text: 1 a major object of interest or concern (as in a discussion or artistic composition) -- see MATTER 1
2 a unit of decoration that is repeated all over something (as a fabric) -- see PATTERN 1
3 something (as a belief) that serves as the basis for another thing -- see REASON 2

I've decided that I simply can not trust people--rather, men. I'm simply trustless. Perhaps I have good reason for this. To be continued. and i mean, to be continued meaning I don't even know. Only God does.

sigh.

"you have the beautiful eyes today (sic)".
that's what he wrote.
sigh.

Sigh

So Imran is back home. He nearly gave my mom a heart attack, actually. Apparently he's lost 30 lbs, and he's considerably underweight. He's weak, feverish, and he refused --at first--to go immediately to the hospital. Again, apparently, he didn't take any malaria pills when he was India. He took one look at the side effects, and stashed the bottle away. Lots of sighs. I am trying my best not to be anxious. I am waiting to hear what the blood tests say. I have it on my mind to jump a plane, go home, and beat him up, affectionately of course. He's still his stubborn self, insisting that he's going to travel to Montana for Byron's wedding, insisting that all is well.....He will only eat tomato soup. Tomato soup!!!

I consoled my mother, who is constantly worried about us, "Mom, I am as plump as ever. Feasting away. And I'm surrounded by cops 24/7." Yes, Wellesley has their own police dept. Heh.

But, dude. I was so upset this morning when I discovered this out. I really wish I could be at home right now. I miss him, and am realllly concerned. All is in God's hands, but my mind is thinking terrible.

If you are reading this....pleeeeeeeeeeeease pray for him.